My Friends Love Me Just The Way I Am
I don't have to pretend that I'm someone else
I don't have to be fake
I just be myself
Because I know they're love me
I don't have to threat them everyday
I don't have to wear latest fashion
I don't have to go to salon before meet them
I do'nt have to act like I'm an important person
Cause I know, I'm not just important. I'm special to them,
and I love to be their bestfriend.
All I have to do is just listen to their stories, laugh to their jokes,
and share my own stories.
Eventough we're not together along the time, but we still keep in touch one another.
We still know what's happening to our best friends.
Friends, I call you sister, I call you brother,
Your happines is my happines too, Your sorrow is my sorrow too..
I love you all,
MY FRIENDS....

Anginku, selalu datang saat ku butuh
Saat ku terlalu kedinginan karena Hujan yang menyesakkan, Anginku datang memberikan kehangatan.
Saat ku terlalu kepanasan dengan Matahari siang yang menyengat, Anginku datang memberikan kesejukan.
Anginku.... datang... memberikan kesan yang tak dapat hilang, saat ku melepas semuanya, Anginku kemudian pergi...
Bye bye Anginku...

aku yakin kamu ada di suatu tempat
sedang menungguku
atau mungkin sedang mencariku
mencoba saling menemukan satu dengan yang lainnya

aku ingin bertemu denganmu
boleh gak?
kapan kamu ada waktu?
apa kamu sudah bersedia menemuiku?
atau kamu masih ingin menjejak kebebasan yang mahaluas ini?
dan membiarkan aku menunggu?

tapi tenanglah
tidak apa-apa sayangku..
aku tidak apa-apa menunggu
aku sedang tidak diburu waktu
aku hanya ingin sedikit menyapamu
boleh kah?

kira-kira kapan yah waktu yang tepat itu?
sebentar..
biar ku setting pertemuan itu untuk kita

saat itu kuas pelukis yang dicelupkan ke tinta jingga sudah memulas ufuk barat.
aku tak menolak kalau awan menggantung dan menyumbangkan tarian ritmis berupa gerimis.
satu janji temu. satu jam lagi sebelum surya benar-benar pergi.
di penghujung laut yang tak berbatas.
melihat mentari pamit merapat dan menitip asa untuk esok hari.
tentang kita.
pertemuan yang sempurna.
kita berbagi cerita tentang doa dan asa.

mungkin begini rasanya bertemu denganmu sayangku
tidak hanya sekedar kupu-kupu yang beterbangan di sekitarku
dengan warna-warninya yang melenakan
serta kepak sayapnya yang terus menggelitikku
disertai organ dalam yang tiba-tiba selayaknya landasan pacu
tapi juga dilengkapi dengan semburat merah yang berujung pada ketenangan

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

.ini sulit.
.sangat sulit.
.terlalu sulit.
.amat sangat sulit sekali.

.it's been too hard.

.for me.
.yepz.
.for me of course.
.ga mungkin untuk kalian.
.it's all about me.

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

sekat tipis itu
aku mengabaikannya
aku membuatnya tidak ada
dan tetap pergi dengan apa yang aku rasakan
tentang dia

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

"aku tidak membencinya"
"knapa?"
"karena aku menyayanginya"
"tapi.."
"mungkin aku mengatakan aku membencinya. setiap aku memiliki kesempatan untuk mengatakan itu"
"dan..?"
"that's not true"
"so..?"
"aku menyayanginya"
"you hurt yourself"
"nope. i'll be hurt myself badly if i'll keep say 'i hate him'. do you understand?"

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

"terlalu sayang akan menyebrang jadi benci. kamu tahu itu"
"hmm. i've already crossed it. sekat itu sudah kulewati"
"the result?"
"aku menyayanginya"
"pathethic"
"wutever you said"
"dumb"
"i'm not"
"yes you are"
"hmm.."
"you've been blind"
"saya ikhlas"
"..."

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

apapun makna yang tertera
i've been blessed to got those attention
sekat tipis itu terlewati
dan tak berubah jadi benci
aku menjaga rasa itu
dan selalu bersyukur merasakan rasa itu

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

i'm might be naive..

Skies are dark it's time for rain
Final call you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow

How can I be smiling like before
When baby, you don't love me anymore

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
 

Ten to five atleast we tried
We're still alive but hope just died
As they close the door behind you
Whistle blows and tons of steel
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
As I wish I never found you

How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Miles and miles to go before I can say,
Before I can lay my love for you to sleep
Oh, darling oh
I got miles and miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear
Me laugh again

hwaah, puas dengerin Heaven Knows nya Rick Price, tuhw radio muter Say It Isn't So nya Gareth Gates.. ancur dahh.. ble'e ble'e.. donkey donkey.. tambah tambah soundtrack aja.. kekekekekek. *gubraakkz*tuinkkk*